January 2012
3 posts
December 2011
11 posts
i wish you'd just GROW UP.
November 2011
13 posts
i miss you and i wish i know what i did wrong.
Day 4
did something stupid.
but i also felt a bit better.
never getting that drunk again.
Day 3
i started running and it was therapeutic.
still can barely function tho, i think it’s time to look for and do something i want to do.
i am so thankful for my parents for being my stronghold.
still having problems sleeping.
Day 2
Day 1 was a complete disaster.
got drunk (and stoned) off my face
but i passed out immediately.
the waking up is still the hardest part tho. i feel like i can barely function.
i start to entertain thoughts like, maybe this is for the better or maybe it’s a blessing in disguise.
i just want to sleep through the entire month and be numb.
Day 1
of being on a break.
getting a hug from anyone but you is not the same and i don’t want to wake up feeling like this anymore.
and have i mentioned i fucking hate crying at the most random moments:
- doing a stupid move at plana forma
- in the middle of cutting my food
- in front of my laptop
- seeing your photo
- during a cig break
it’s only been a day but i miss you
i miss you.
September 2011
2 posts
August 2011
2 posts
July 2011
34 posts
